Meniti di Titian Hati

hello all

of most concepts, the idea of “chillin” makes me nervous. my definition of “chillin” is basically an act of doing nothing much, if at all; taking things easy breezy. i dont really chill. its like, i have fun all right, maybe too much at times, but its not in the nature of chillin i suppose. one wouldnt count playing sports and reading storybooks and writing social observations as chillin, nah. maybe because if i chill, my mind’s aint occupied, and i’d feel the guilt of not doing anything… that wont make it chillin nymore yeah? geez, am too tense, haha.

i tried to chill on sunday, and boy aint that hard. but i still want to do beach/grass forever with books when its not freezing cold, if there’s any takers. aih, there’s never any.

z = Re(ln(x+iy)), courtesy of sensei wiki

why am i goin about with this, i know not. and that pretty pinky graph over there, thats just some random stuff i got from reading about the natural log. actually i was stumped at integrating some weird ln (some go “lon”, some go “el, en” but i so love the “lin” pronounced ones. like, my name! yeah!) stuff so i go wiki, and as usual i ended up with soemthing else. nyway, the lecturer was speaking about how natural log arises, with its weird form and all, and why dont we just do simple stuff like log ten to model things by. apparently most of the natural occurrences can be described mathematically by the exponential law, and subsequently the natural log. beautiful stuff, i must admit. lost da link, but this one’s not bad.